It’s not because I haven’t given it much thought. On the contrary, I have thought about this everyday since I read yours on Facebook 4 hours before the wedding. I was blown away with the simplicity and, yet, impact of the words. They were carefully thought out. And I wondered how I could put it simply to you too. Several days later and I’m still not sure but
fcuk it, I’m just gonna express all that’s been bubbling within me.
It hasn’t been easy for me to come up with the words, simply, as yours. I’ve had to play over and over again, our experiences from the first day. Our personal history. To be fair, it didn’t start out too promising but look where we are today. 2 years later. Married. A son, in between. Lotsa drama. Ha! One helluva history, if you ask me.
But we did it. We worked hard at it. Now that I look back at it, I can see how much faith you had in me. I can only hope I showed you just as much faith in you, as you had in me, all these time. And it didn’t matter what issues came our way, we stood our ground. Together, as a team. Actually, those moments defined who we have become now. Those moments when we thought we’d come to the end of the road. And you know, there’s been a lot of those in our short history together.
You asked me how it feels to be married to you. My response is still the same. I feel like we had already been married. The only difference is we have a piece of paper stating this fact now.
I’m not perfect. Far from it. But you chose to stay with me, with all my imperfections. To be honest, it bothers me. I wouldn’t choose me!
All I’m trying to say is this:
I’ll always accept you for who you are, in all your forms.
To build on what we have started. A family. A home.
To be there when you need me. And to disappear when you’re mad.
To forgive you, no matter what wrong you’ve done. To always remember the good things and focus on that.
To love you unconditionally; To create moments with love, together.
PS: I may never do things on time but I will always get round to it. ヅ